I am content to lounge on my brown sofa, James Taylor and I doing a duet of Don't Let Me Be Lonely Tonight, while my thoughts try and sort out all of last weeks life events, emotional highs and lows while letting go of what I cannot wrap my mind around. My ongoing conversation with Jesus stepped up a bit for a family crisis causing deep concern but not shaking my faith as I know He has us in His hands. He does you know!
So why do I worry myself stupid over unpaid bills?
Why do I blink back tears thinking of 'what if's' for my now grown children?
I think it's because it just feels like God is so very far away.
Far away feelings soon fade as I am thankful for Christian, Bible believing parents who prepared me for times like these. Not by dragging me to church or lectures and mini sermons although there was plenty of that, but by the peaceful way in which they lived. My Dad had faith that actually did move mountains. My children call my Mom to this day, during crisis as they say 'Grandma has a hotline to God'.
No matter how I might 'feel'. I 'know' God's grace is in the space between ceiling and floor and His grace is sufficient for me.
Have a bright, happy sunshine, Sunday. kisses
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