Days Like This

Days like this.  One moment I am so relieved the mixed up puzzle pieces of my life seem to be starting to fit together.  The next moment some part of the reality I work so hard to dismiss just glares at eye level and bores right into my here and now.  Quickly I flick that switch hoping it works.  I want to bring the happy, feel the peace, see only the good.  I do not deal well with conflict, or emotional pain or even everyday worry.  I chose to not acknowledge those in a hurry, those that betray and things that harbor confusion.  If I ignore what I have difficulty understanding or what causes me the kind of sadness only my spirit can shed the tears then surly it will not truly exist-there will not be Days Like This!