Sometimes I wish I had an on/off switch for my heart, or maybe just an off switch. The on seems to work independently of my intellect. I wonder sometimes is it my heart, or a spirit thing, or just chemistry that bonds me to someone. Is it that sometimes chemistry is something different from feelings in my heart? Is it possible to have chemistry with someone but not really have them in your heart? Once someone is in your heart and hurts your feelings over and over why does that not turn off the chemistry, or spirit thing or make your heart turn off? I guess this is one of those things 'I will never understand' . I just know I get really weary of the negative, the feelings that well up inside and take over my every thought until concentration is impossible. I hear the birds waking up. It's a new day! Good Morning Good Morning. Hope your coffee is hot and your off to a good start. kisses
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