Old Life New LIfe My LIfe

Woody Guthrie (July 14,1912-Oct. 3, 1967

Good Sunday Morning.  I have been saying for a couple of months, 'I just want my life back'.  It has been kinda slowly hitting me over the last few days I cannot get my old life back. Everything has changed, my children have moved out and on, I have a new house, relationships are evolving, my career is even in limbo.  Now change is inevitable unless your dead or so boring you should be.  I like to think I am always up for change and a challenge but my life has had so many changes in the last year and a half I am rather overwhelmed.   I have learned a thing or two and I am still trying to make sense of the rest.  There is I think a fine balance between being a passive peace lover, don't take life too seriously, fun loving,  why can't we be friends  AND doormat, mushroom, here is my bank account for you to party with I don't really need it.   What is that saying, Out with the Old, In with the New?  Not sure that really fits either.  I just feel like some days I cannot make another decision...about anything...ever....or well,  what do you think?   These are the times I am thankful despite all the chaos I am pretty grounded.  I think my parents had something to do with that and all my life long Flour Bluff friends.  Love you guys,  it is a beautiful day outside.  kisses              "Life has got a habit of not standing hitched.  You got to ride it like you find it. You got to change with it. If a day goes by that don't change some of your old notions, for new ones, that is just about like trying to milk a dead cow."~Woody Guthrie       (one of my hero's)